you left without a word or sound.
so how do you want me to react?
what do you want me to say?
you placed your hopes so high.
you fell the hardest.


now.
my stomach hurts like shit.
like theres some alien in my stomach.
eating me inside out.
its pure agony.
i got no mood to eat anything.
i can't taste anything even.
this sucks.
seriously.
i just ate being sick and knowing that i can't do anything about it instantly.
its times like this where i prefer dying to stop the pain and the discomfort.
this sucks.
serious.
maybe if i just go to sleep.
it will all be better.